Every so often

I get a mad urge to text the ex-father of my aborted foetus and tell him everything. But what good would it do? None whatsoever...I think I just want to see what his reaction would be. It's probably because I've carried this knowledge by myself for the past 9 weeks or so - the need to tell someone, anyone, is growing, and he's the obvious candidate. But deep down I know I never will. It's between me and my uterus.